Swain - Hoping For It lyrics

I wanna be a writer But I'm not doing sh** I wanna be different But I'm not doing sh** I wanna be a musician But I'm not doing sh** Wasting my life being stuck at work But I'm not doing sh** I'm thinking about it But I'm not doing sh** I'm dreaming about it But I'm not doing sh** I'm hoping for it But I'm not doing sh** I wanna get better I wanna get better