SwaggB - Cold World lyrics

[Intro: JT Kidd] Everyday I used to wonder why, all these bad things are happening to me But then I look around and realize that, it's a cold world And I have to find my place in the middle of all this madness But I can't know my path, without knowing my past [Verse 1] It's just a bunch of revelations Trials and tribulations Slandering allegations And oppressive situations Congregations, put limitations, on these generations To live up to regulations, expectations, and reputations We have different destinations, I make my own obligations It's bunch of confrontations, my whole life is complications How can I compete when I can't even make it to the finish line? So little time, but so much in my mind I was a loner, living up to a persona Actually hoping that the end could come sooner Actually hoping I fall in a coma Thinking "If when they see you in that bed would they hold ya" If you died, would they mourn ya Or would they just disowned ya I can't afford to think any longer Cause every single night this world gets colder (Cause there's no one I could trust) [Hook] There's no one I could trust, It makes me sick to my guts (yuck) I just want to give up, through the dust, my middle fingers up, like what? (What?) I guess I asked for rain (rain) I guess I asked for pain (pain) But I only asked for change, and I guess that's what trashed my brain It's a (Cold world) In the middle of your misery (Cold world) Where d**h is your strongest memory (Cold world) Where everything is about surviving When you open your eyelids, you wish you were dying, Lord, I'm trying, uh [Verse 2] The pain and the agony Is rapidly, stabbing me It seems gradually Everyone is turning their backs at me It seems everybody in the world wanna break me It seems like nobody in the world really wanna save me Uh, It's feeling deep, cause when I speak, it's pointless cause my whole life is a soliloquy Step in my shoes you won't last ten feet Cause you'll probably have a ticket-out within reach It's funny, these dummies, try to take from me The girl or money, but listen sunny, I am hungry I hate life in a world that's bummy, cold and never sunny I been Romeo and Clyde but Juliet and Bonnie, didn't want me (Uh) They say be the man that's bigger But it's hard because the person you'll take the bullet for is the same one behind the trigger Y'all were gone when I was thinking who am I Where the hell where y'all when I was thinking of suicide Living in this world, thinking I'll be a fool to try Just wondering if I died who would cry There's parasites in my skin Is there only paradise in a sin? Why paralyze and then grin!? WHY TERRORIZE THEN TEND!!?? So forget that, Imma go harder If I had to Imma be a martyr To prove that we all are Stars of The market We set our own markers Regardless of what everyone thought of And I think Imma start winning, I figure my life is worth living (figure my life is worth living) And Lord if you're forgiving, please forgive me of my sinning It's just there's no one I could trust [Hook] [Verse 3] In this cold world, an umbrella, doesn't stop the rain In this cold world, lots of cheddar, doesn't stop the pain I care about the people, I don't need a Grammy And for those who hate me though, just recognize I got family If you real to me you my fam, y'all my brothers and sisters I'm trying to be a man, living by these scriptures So take out your cam, and take a picture Cause when things hit the fan, these moments will die with ya