Susan Justice - I Wonder lyrics

I was off by a nose, off by a hair All the things you said didn't get me anywhere All I had was cake when you wanted bread Such simple taste, it's off with my head again Maybe I can't be all the things you need If you can sit in the dirt for just a little while You'll find the things I hid and buried over time I made a slip and impa**e Oh me, oh my, pardon my mistakes again 'Cause maybe I can't be everything I wonder if I never complain And promise you that someday I will change If I do everything you say, will you love me more? I give up my dreams to make you feel stronger Never doubting you and never wonder If a good girl should wonder at all What's behind those doors The hedges were tall over my head Running through this maze, the devil hasn't got me yet Shrubs in the garden hiding little bugs Standing in the courtyard, won't you please show yourself? 'Cause maybe you can't be anything This grey wall of clay is slowly washing away I look up and down while spinning around and around These crumbling stones won't hold me back no more I wonder why I never complained Why it took so long for me to escape I gave my soul to you Just so you could love me more I'm still alive and your getting older Maybe one day you'll wake up and wonder If it's so wrong to wonder at all What's behind those doors