Susan Boyle - This Will Be the Year lyrics

Toast to me, hold up my gla**, to all mistakes i've made. Good intentions washed away, as soon as spring time came. I danced a summer, fell an autumn, another candle blown. Now winter's come around again, and back where i began. And even though you heard it all, i know you don't believe. Let me keep the last thing left for me. This will be the year, the year The year i learn to take some time, to stop and breathe it in. To keep a promise to myself, to finish what i begin. Bad habits stop, no more regrets, a step out of the red. Open arms and an open heart to all that lies ahead. And even though you've heard it all, and i know you don't believe, Let me keep the last thing left for me. This will be the year, the year. My faith carries me, i'll keep holding on. And i will (?) to find me, what i've been doing wrong. I know you don't believe, but just for me, can't you pretend? That you'll never ever hear me say these words again. I know this time i won't be late, this time i will arrive. Save my tears, save my doubts, this time i will try. I know i can be better, i promise i'll be strong. I'll make (?) where i had been, seeing all alone. I know you've heard it all before, and i know you don't believe, But let me keep the last thing left for me. This will be the year, the year.