Surgical Dissection - Delusion lyrics

Standing in the front of mirror Thinking of the past Voiceless reflexion of Painful thoughts Approaching background I pant for breath Red eye veins Ant-hill instead of brain Drowning in paranoia Delusion of life Making hell on the earth I'm digging the grave To bury my mind To bury my self There is no way to see Another day whatever i do It's always coming back to me I've lost all the instinct of Self-preservation No self-respect No self-confidence Delusion...delusion Delusion...delusion made me suicidal