Surfact - The Step lyrics

I had a vision Standing on a rooftop Looking down Thinking "Would you miss me" If I was to fall onto the ground Would feel relief Would you be in grief Finally understand me Say I had it coming all along Stading here alone On the verge of self-destruction I've been keeping to myself How you left me in the cold Guess I'm trying to explain Just how much I really miss you Oh, but if I take a step Then you will never know My reputation Did I make a difference after all Something worth to mention Something to live on for the years to come Did I move your soul Did I let you know You're the inspiration Strong enough to turn my world around Stading here alone On the verge of self-destruction I've been keeping to myself How you left me in the cold Guess I'm trying to explain Just how much I really miss you Oh, but if I take a step Then you will never know Oh, but if I take a step Then you will never know You're the light In my darkened (?) Far beyond my reach now Why am I Constantly in search of A reason Stading here alone On the verge of self-destruction (Destruction, destruction) I've been keeping to myself How you left me in the cold Guess I'm trying to explain Just how much I really miss you Oh, but if I take a step Then you will never know Oh, but if I take a step Then you will never know