[Verse 1] Momma's cryin' to a n***a, momma I know that it hurts Stopped poppin' all the xans, but I'm still poppin' percs b**h, who the f** you think you is, f**in' with the kid You can get Berreta clips where your mother lives Met your b**h [?] [?] in their a** I don't know, swear these n***as just like hoes Why you think I'm barely talkin' on my motherf**in' phone n***as actin' like they love you, but they snitchin' on the low I'm from NOLA, country [?] Cousins die all the time, we don't cry Semis ride, put a 9 to your mind What you thinkin', but I know Tryna ball, but you broke, then you'll fall on your a** Let me tell you as a man, [?] Try to be, but these n***as try me Took a [?] Didn't have a good example what to do I'ma meditate, smoke a blunt medicate How the f** am I supposed to educate, I ain't graduate [Chorus] If a n***a talkin' reckless, I'ma let the pistol burst Cause my life ain't got no worth I ain't lyin', I'm just bein' honest That's just how I'm livin', addicted to prescriptions Just tryna find out what I'm missin', trying to find out what I'm livin' I respect the dead more than the livin' Let me tell you how I'm livin' [Verse 2] Cause I'm a fiend Dream, green, lean, weed, beans Two weeks clean from that xan, damn Pots, pans, [?], [?] See me with the hands Cause I'm Real deal, k** Bill, [?], deals And I'm still Tino, sniffin' coke Dope, oh no, he go, smashin' on his [?]