Superman Is Dead - The Broken Song lyrics

I look up the sky it's nothing there could make me smile And the moon is dark it's time to let you go The scratches in my heart I know it's real but feel so fake I could never... Cos when I look back so many things I should regret My insecurity won't dry to pull you down All this things surrounding me is never compromise Bring the devil get outta my side This broken heart and broken life I've made it all no turning back Now should I stay here with no lights Or should I go for one last try The brighter side of me is grey so hard to make it white And the reasons just completely out of sight I'll come back and try when I know I'm a better man Then again that will never come true I wonder why we say good bye Wonder why I f**ed up everything And just today I've found it why Like they say some was born to lose