Sweating, freezing, itching, bleeding, selfstyled, poison, A Lethal meeting, face down, helpless in 48 hrs SICKNESS Revolting, distorting, and changing for worsend, no one will reckognize exactly whats wrong. You are denying and lying; No truth - pull up - You've lost youre old friends theyll never return again, even when your senses return, again Sickness, self desired, self a**ured, with staff infection Nauseous and bloated, your best behind you now, irritate, Amputate, four burning lines, A blood coated ending to your lifes story SICKNESS Paranoia, schitzophrenia, resembling, a picture of disabled fear the future is pestilence under your skin SICKNESS As gravity pulls you down and then under, the pain, it increases with every step youre begging for the ending, the dragon is sending you - messages from the frin reapers plans Sweating, freezing, itching till bleeding, self styled poison A lethal meeting, face down and helpless, terror engulfs us The sickness that saves us is k**ing us now 2. WAITING FOR THE TURNING POINT Its inside, I felt it then, I feel it now, I feel it now The turning point, waiting for it, a time bomb, Im waiting for the turning point, to lead my life from endless rage, to rip out the page, expect the worst, you get the best, I'll wait out the rest, the turning point. waiting. endless is waiting It will be just for me, not her or him or them with hands out Breaking free of the family, of the lawyers and the vampire half wits - Waiting for the turning point... Waiting for the turning point... Im waiting; Im f**ing waiting Laid out, planned out, on my own it works out, frightful desperate, unpredictably turns out. Desperate, frightful, Laid out, planned out, on my own it works out, waiting for the turning point to drive into me