[Hook] And why do my dreams keep haunting me? And why do my nightmares keep pleasing me? You gotta be Gotta be yeah [Verse 1: dJ Ghost] Running from my conscious Away from all the nonsense But it keeps on finding me As I try to breathe The doubt swallows me Cuz the checks don't make me happy The Institute drives me crazy The pegs fell off Trying hold on to the legacy That's ashes in my hand Reprimand my words While the actions stay silent Escape from my past But I'm stuck in these yellow straight jackets Bottles in my hand Divorce from brain cells Slip through the quicksand Faith never served well Wanna drop out But I gotta be role model Bullet holes in my shirt I wonder where they came from But I never wake up The dream is never reached My conscious catches me Stuck in eternal sleep So I'll never see Why I can't break free from these yellow straight jackets [Hook] [Verse 2: Apollo] I wonder if fell into a soul A black hole happened when I felt alone Autumn turned to winter then it got cold Shoulder feeling better out here living on my lonesome Started seeing clones Of myself walk by Its was too much pressure Man I couldn't say hi but its fine Cause it's all in my mind But I had to reply Have you ever met me Cause I think I'm alright I can tell you I'm fine Man they always agree But what if I said I'm all ugly inside I been out here trynna turn to the light Falling through the dark to stay in the sky If you wanna talk you should listen to my music Running in place still trynna make a movement Watching myself sleep just hoping to catch a dream Trynna change reality but seeing my demons creep like [Hook]