Nothing compares to the weight I carry. I just can't go home. You'd think I'd hate you. I know you're sorry. I'll leave this alone. Breathing in deep. I can't sit still. Strangled. Shaking. I've lost the will. I hear the door slam. Mom is crying. "Just leave him alone." Much less than a man. Just beating me in. This is no way to live. Breathing in deep. I can't sit still. Strangled. Shaking. I've lost the will.