Afraid to be myself Alone I can't be loved I stare through your soul To find something meaningful Something that can't grow old I know where you are and why you're there It's making it hard to disappear I see you in the walls where I sleep Your tight grip, it suffocates me Picked last. I'm a reject At least I was loved when I was a kid I'm feeling the distance It's so hard to talk when you turn away In your home I don't feel safe I know where you are and why you're there It's making it hard to disappear I see you in the walls where I sleep Your tight grip, it suffocates me No one's deserving to have this feeling So overwhelming, to feel this away Afraid to be myself