So what if we was undeniably wasted? And everything was meaningless to me? I remember when you said you knew what it was like to be dead Now i do And that's no thanks to you Everybody thinks they know what the deal is And nothing's irreversible ‘ Cause we are free But everywhere it smells like d**h Don't you know that God gave you breath? Man i do And i'm not lying to you when i say i'm Filthy & afraid Filthy & afraid But is it easier to live With one foot in the grave? I don't know if i know But i don't think it's so And i don't think it's right What if we was laid out cold on the table? What if we was honest for once and then you'd see? I remember crying out Malfunctioning and then dying out Man i'm through And i'm grateful to you When i say I'm filthy & afraid Filthy & afraid Filthy & afraid Filthy & afraid Filthy & afraid Filthy & afraid Filthy & afraid Filthy & afraid Filthy & afraid Filthy & afraid Filthy & afraid Filthy & afraid