Sunterra - Confusion lyrics

I am lying on the floor surrounded by deep silence What kind of show is this, what's happened? The fire is still burning and melting In my head confused thoughts are exploding I am lying on the floor surrounded by silence Shouldn't I know better, that I need a distance? Promise myself that I never want you back again I beg you, do not torture my feelings Take this terrible pain off me, I need to spit it out Too long you've s**ed (?), once more I make a retreat I am lying on the floor surrounded by silence Shouldn't I know better, that I need a distance?