Sunstained - Wallflower lyrics

I'm the wallflower that you forgot to water Find the reservoir it must be inside me somewhere Wash the dust off rusty ribs, let them rise maybe i'll live Keep my nerves in check, i'm relying on you to keep me from being a wreck Drought, hanging on you Base my life around you Waste my time fault truth Hold me together i'm broken and bruised Send me a letter I don't need to check my phone To know that you're off doing something better than sleeping off the pain at home Im writing post cards to my old self telling him hes such a drag Dragging myself out of bed to get the nerve to get you of my head Hanging, staring at the ground Aching, my back is hurting now Cause i'm not used to fighting for myself You used to pick, play my curse, leave me intellectually bound I think I've been cursed not to feel Numb, nothing to conceal Keep you apart from me So you stop burdening