No looking back to the live I once had It's pa**ing by my eyes None hears my lonely cries Through the dark and gloomy night The razor of my knife shines bright It's cutting up my lonely life Open the gate of a world into I dive With the floating blood of mine I am dying but I fell so fine I fell the pleasure in my mind About the secrets I will find I pray for god and higher being But d**h and blood is all I am seeing With this knowledge I can't feel free It takes me to the edge of sanity I hate this world, my live is sad I hate this world, I can't forget I hate this world, where the sun won't shine I pray for god and higher being But d**h and blood is all I am seeing With this knowledge I can't feel free It takes me to the edge of sanity