[Verse 1] f** an apology I'ma never be sorry You people lookin' at me funny What the f** is your problem? I take a sip of the poison Put it back in your face I'm sick of all of your voices Tell me how does it taste You're a waste of space Always on my case, can I do my own sh**? Will I ever get a break? I don't need you breathing down my neck Like you picking up my check I don't have to please you I don't wanna be you Apparently you wanna be me By the way you treat me When you see me on the tv don't be tryna get no freebies You be salty like you seaweed ATL to ely I promise you I'm coming up And you never believed me I am so restless I been up for days I been keeping a checklist of all of the names Of the people that f**ed with me like I was nothing You b**hes ain't sh** to me but just a number The devil is near me pulled up right beside me Said where you been at I said b**h do not try me I'm moving up quickly do not answer questions from enemies hiding identities 2 shots for the serpents Click clack, nervous? Call 'em when I see 'em pullin' back clear curtains Laying low but never undercover Keep my friends close the foes in the gutter Switch up Middle finger you can get f**ed Mother f**er fall back before you misjudge Under estimate, dont recesitate b**h made, pull the gun you hesitate Switch blade for the ones that spread my name Mistakes out standing debt to pay Sick ways outlandish mess you made Disgrace call a flood get swept away Furnace is burning I'm quickly Relearning my heart is all black And my stomach is churning The b**h in the back off a pill She been yearning for dick and a bill But I'm done with concerning f** your life b**h I'ma spend the night rich I'ma put it all behind me hope you end up in a ditch No sympathy for witches, every day business Yeah I'm soul-less, no forgiveness I been choking, I been broken Show you how my life is going Peace is a far cry Serendipity, sigh Jump on the plane look back with a peace sign Jump in a lane, can't walk in a straight line Speak on my name 2 face at the same time Maybe I'm insane but the pain help me rewind Picking at my brain, not ashamed, I am just fine To the ones that feel like I do I feel you I know what it's like to be silenced I hear you I know what it's like to be broken inside You just pick up the pieces and fall back in line I know what it's like to feel short on your time You got hate in your heart and got d**h on your mind You keep your head up but the world push it down And you searching for someone to just hear you out [Outro] I'm a f**in' mess Grit my teeth and I grip my chest Better not pray me for me I am not safe from me Wanna hide away but I can never get away from it