Suicidal Tendencies - This World lyrics

I serve my heart up on a platter The world laughs at me like I don't even matter You grab my hand just to squeeze too tight You cause me pain just so I'll feel your might You cast your vengeance so easily Again found guilty in absentee So why's it when everybody looks at me The alwys judge me for the things they can't see? I take your suffering and I eat it like dessert I'm not a masochist I just can't stand to see you hurt But every time I think of you my heart and mind disagree You know I'd love you, why won't you love me? The voices in my head keep me up all night Fighting over and over about what's wrong and what's right So many people have done me wrong, I had to stop the list 'Cause it got too long You do me wrong yet I still care There's not a thing that I won't share I can't win the fight to prove my love 'Cause you're a hawk and I'm a dove I'd like to show the world my love I'd like to show the world my love I'd like to show the world my love But this world don't deserve my love I'd like to show the world my love I'd like to show the world my love I'd like to show the world my love But this world don't deserve my love This world don't deserve my love, this world don't deserve My love This world don't deserve my love, this world don't deserve My love So I'll save it all for God up above, so I save all for God Up above