Suicidal Tendencies - Suicidal Failure lyrics

Father forgive me for I know not what I do I tried everything but I'll leave it up to you I don't want to live, I don't know why I don't have no reasons, I just want to die [CHORUS] I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help I have suicidal tendencies but I can't k** myself I'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expried I'm barely jsut 20 but my life I will retire I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun I point it at my head but I couldn't get the job done [CHORUS] I took all my mother's sleeping pills I jumped off a freeway bridge I drank three kinds of poison And drove my car off a ridge I beat myself with a bat Put a noose around my head I overdosed on h**n But I'm still not dead [CHORUS] d**h may not be the answer It can't be all that great But me I'm not into living With life I can't relate By some masochistic reasoning I think that it will be fun I want to start my second life now So shoot me with your gun [CHORUS] I'm looking forward-suicidal I'm really bored-suicidal You wanna die-suicidal Then die-suicidal Honestly-suicidal At the game-suicidal At my school-suicidal At the bar-suicidal Suicidal Suicidal Suicidal Suicidal