Suicidal Tendencies - Lost Again lyrics

Lost it! I'm caught in a rage Like an animal locked in a cage Now I look into the barrel of a gauge BOOM! Made me into the fool Experimented on me like an animal Turned me into a common criminal (criminal) I lost it, but I gotta get with it Motherf**er, now you're gonna get it I ain't one that'll sit and forget it I got into a war I can never win Where the nightmare never ever ends And I don't know what I'm saying Got into a war with reality That motherf**er, it was waiting for me And I lost again! I lost again! Took my dreams, ya left them there shattered Took my hopes, ya dug them and they splattered Took my mind like it didn't even matter Entered a world that I didn't belong Thought I could take it, but I stayed too long Thought I could handle it Boy, was I wrong! Fighting a war I can never win Where the nightmare never ever ends And I'm not into playing Got into a war with reality That motherf**er it was waiting for me And I lost again! Lost it! Lost again Lost it! Lost again Lost it! Lost again I Lost it! I went to war with reality That motherf**er he was waiting for me I never thought this could happen to me-damn! Down so low, but I can't get no higher When I was burning up you put wood in the fire You ain't nothing but a goddamn liar-liar! Took all my strength now I tremble and drop You got to be down to go over the top Oh, God can't you make this laughter stop? Died in a war I could never win Where the nightmare never ever ends And I lost it again Got into a war with reality That motherf**er it was waiting for me And I lost again! Liar, k**er! Lost again! I lost it! Murder, k**er! Hell I lost again! No! No! Cleanse me from your evil You broke your promises! What did I do to deserve this? No one to save me from it! Oh, Lord please have mercy And now I've come to see it Something's gone wrong with me I guess I got lost in reality What's that gone wrong with me? I guess I got lost in reality Hell I lost again! Sure ain't easy, hell I lost again!