Suicidal Tendencies - How Will I Laugh Tomorrow (heavy Emotion Version) lyrics

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down I cry for help but no one's around Silently screamimg I bang my head against the wall It seems like no one cares at all Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can't explain The same with my pain Caught up in emotion-goes over my head-goes over my head SOmetimes I got to think to myself is this life or d**h Am I living or am I dead The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change Problems never solved-just rearranged And when I think about all the times that I've had SO few good-so many bad I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see Love and peace flash through my mind-pain and hate are all I find Find no hope in nothing new-never had a dream come true Lies and hate and agony-through my eyes that's all I see If I'm gonna cry-will you wipe away my tears? If I'm gonna die-Lord please take away my fear Before I drown in sorrow-last thing that I'll say How will I laugh tomorrow-if I can't even smile today Today today-when I can't even smile today Today today-when I can't even smile today How will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile today How will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile today