Sugar Army - Jigsaw lyrics

I saw this coming oh I saw this coming I lost my head it was ? I lost my head I saw her crying oh I saw her crying Please shoot me dead This is not what I planned oh I lost my head Travelled the streets at night If violence is what you like Vultures walking tight Alone she pa**ed me by Ooo I'm on the run again I fell into relapse struck down by heart attack As I watched her undressed in front of me Ooo I'm on the run again I took her home that night I thought I would treat her right But she was like an animal Desperate neurotic unpredictable now listen I saw this coming oh I saw this coming I lost my head it was ?all such a sordid mess? I lost my head I saw her crying oh I saw her crying Please shoot me dead This is not what I planned I lost my head We sat there in silence Watching the rain And the mess that we made Ooo I'm on the run again I fell into relapse She took me to hell and back I watched her break down in front of me Ooo I'm on the run again I'm sleeping alone tonight I couldn't treat her right She was like an animal Tried to ?I wanted to moan? I gotta learn how to let things go I gotta learn how to let things go