Sugababes - New Year lyrics

Sitting here stressing at 2:30 am About how fast a year can go, I wonder where it went If we start all over again, would it really work? I know that you could be, could be coming back to me Mesmerised by the thoughts of it Traumatised, im so scared of it Wanna stop thinking, gotta get to sleep Gotta wake up fresh, get on my feet Push the thought of you away, do it today I'm older than my years, drowning in my tears Surrounded by the fear, since you went away A year ago, at Christmas You locked away your secrets, kept them away from me I only came to say goodbye, now you finally see You wanna start all over again, make it work this time But I don't wanna end up feeling far away from fine I memorised what you said to me, so suprised It was hell to be, so fustrated with the way we were Not a single word could make it work Now look at us today, we blew it away I'm older than my years, drowning in my tears Surrounded by the fear, since you went away A year ago, at Christmas