Sufjan Stevens - Flint (for The Unemployed And Underpaid) lyrics

it's the same outside, driving to the riverside. i pretend to cry, even if i cried alone. i forgot the start. use my hands to use my heart. even if i died alone. since the first of june, lost my job and lost my room. i pretend to try, even if i tried alone. i forgot the part. lose my hands to lose my heart. even if i died alone.