Sufjan Stevens - Fade Away lyrics

[Intro: F.E.R.N.] Yeah Social uh Uh huh Aye Khleo I see you Flex I see you D-Flow what it do? Uh [Sample: Sufjan Stevens] (Sufjan, follow your heart. Follow the flame, or fall on the floor) [Verse 1: F.E.R.N.] Uh, yo From day one I remember my (day one) worth more than less em, my (sure do) Pops told me that, left a dollar on my dresser And them raps came to me like a basketball to Jordan (truth is) I was putting words together and became someone important(Fernie) Dreams in the back of my mind, real life in front of it Cats tryna sell me dreams, B.S. tons of it (I remember) I ain't gonna shovel it, I get from around them clowns I'm for smaller government, transparency when I'm around Uh, so get it clear like you see through it They telling you you ain't gonna make it, here go theme music Words from a man break me down: that's just real stupid(truth is) Social Club, Khleo Thomas with that real music (tell 'em) But it happens I know it there's don't be ashamed, stand strong in the pain Follow your heart, trust God and don't be afraid At the end of the day that's just words that they say So condition yourself to be stronger than them (stronger than them) I did it before I'mma do it again Fernie Fern, I'm turned up times ten Fernie [Hook: Martymar] Awww, The things that you say make me fade away (fade away), away (fade away), away (fade away), away (fade away). Ohhh And I feel like I'm fading away (uh), away, away, away. (Awww) Ohhh The way we fighting got me pushing away, away, away, away. Awww But rescue me before we're fading away, away, away, away. Awww [Verse 2: Martymar] Uh Follow my dreams a thousand M's We got scars along the way, I'd rather die before I'm like them Lost some family, I lost some friends I lost my girl I never really had her They tried to fix me with religion but it only made me badder, I Never should've made it this far Got kicked out, that was this scar Could've sworn that I missed God, I mean did something happen that I did wrong Like why? (Why?) I cover the pain with funny jokes I say those things that they wouldn't know, I'm k**ing myself so it doesn't show But I'm hurt inside (side) You said those things that rip my heart apart (apart) And I'm trying to keep it together but I'm falling apart (apart) Yeah, I finally gave it to God I should've did that in the beginning But I didn't so I got lost and now I'm singing [Hook] [Verse 3: Khleo Thomas] I needed some time to clear my mind Needed some space from all these lies I'm feeling as if I'm alone in this world Nobody gets it not even my girl She's steady singing, tell me what's wrong Why can't I see you, answer the phone Where have you gone, you're not the same The past few days I can tell you changed I be like nah really you don't even know the half Need to let it out but ain't giving you a chance Rather keep it all inside self-loathing Keep having dreams of me falling in the ocean And I can't swim, I can't breathe Can't think about the things that I need God please I'm praying, God please I'm begging God please, God please Help me through these times, I'm going out my mind I swear I'm singing evilness in all these people's eyes I don't know if I can take it Please give me the strength to make it I'm looking in the mirror but don't know if I can face it, yeah See, things change for the best, isn't that what they say Live life no regrets, but kept the pain Stored away inside me, I know there's people just like me That I followed away man ain't nothing the same But who can I blame besides me? [Hook] [Sample: Sufjan Stevens] (x2) (Sufjan, follow your heart. Follow the flame, or fall on the floor) [Outro Sample: Sufjan Stevens] (Vesuvius, are you a ghost or the symbols of light, or a fantasy host)