Suburban Tribe - Smallest Little Things lyrics

I'm just a (?), I'm tired and beat After all this useless wait, I concede my defeat The last flame of hope, he died out before my eyes Now we're both in the dark and it's time for last goodbyes The silence that drove us apart Screams in my head and (?) my heart It's too late to find a perfect moment For the perfect words you always left unsaid It doesn't matter how hard you cry The bitter hand remains the same It's too late to find a perfect time For all the deeds you always left undone It doesn't matter how hard you try The bitter hand remains the same I just took wishing to train to k** After all this waste of time, this is too much to bear I feel cheated and abused by our innocent blue eyes Now we're both in the dark and it's time for last goodbyes The silence that drove us apart Screams in my head and (?) my heart It's too late to find a perfect moment For the perfect words you always left unsaid It doesn't matter how hard you cry The bitter hand remains the same It's too late to find a perfect time For all the deeds you always left undone It doesn't matter how hard you try The bitter hand remains the same The smallest little things that didn't matter to you They meant the world to me, you didn't have a clue After all I did, after all I said You still didn't care, it didn't fit in your head The smallest little things that didn't matter to you They meant the world to me, someday I'll make you see After all I did, after all I said You still didn't care, you still didn't care It's too late to find a perfect moment For the perfect words you always left unsaid It doesn't matter how hard you cry The bitter hand remains the same It's too late to find a perfect time For all the deeds you always left undone It doesn't matter how hard you try The bitter hand remains the same