Suburban scum - Nature of the beast lyrics

"Nature Of The Beast" Everyday life gets harder to find serenity Evil thoughts just weigh me down It's all depression, my disease All I want to do is live without an ounce of insecurity Chained to my mind That's the nature of the beast I've never felt so hopeless At the end of my rope I've never felt so desperate Life's taken its toll I've spent these days wasting away I can't be saved Why can't be saved? Trying to breathe while self-pity swallows me It's like every step is one closer to d**h and I want to believe Believe that there's meaning in life I want to rise above the feeling of feeling nothing and never having enough I've spent these days wasting away I can't be saved Why can't I be saved? Losing, losing, losing all I've ever loved I pray for the power The power to rise above