Suburban scum - Count my blessings lyrics

"Count My Blessings" Now I know- Exactly how it feels To have your whole life stripped from you Without finding something real My past is buried, and so am I It's a shame things couldn't change Lord told me to count my blessings Well I lost count and agony remains Who to turn to while feelings so cold I'm breathing fire while tasting defeat A man can only take so much At war with the world - At war with me Life never changes Feels like I'm stuck on repeat Another blade sharpened so deep within Reminding me of what I used to be YOU fu*kING MURDERED ME