Subseven - At the Park lyrics

it rips me up spits me out im messed up in this rut caught up in this system put down as another victim my fingernails are fading away and my hair is looking lazy but thats okay yeah, but i think i may go crazy this time i have dont feel my own this life i live feels like a joke but still i try to take control still on my own, all alone here i go again go i lie awake in my car at the park i i run away its half past three and i cant sleep looking up at the stars looking up in the dark this time i have dont feel my own this life i live feels like a joke but still i try to take control still on my own, all alone my stereo turns on trying to ignore you but still hear your voice "everything will be ok," you say "everythings going to change," you say "youre not crazy" it rips me up spits me out im messed up in this rut