Suasion - Rhum Islander lyrics

Rhum Islander I'm looking for freedom Would this ever happen? Thought I could stand my demon But all I though was wrong Consequences of drinking all away Did i swear or had a reason to stay ? I can't remember what I said The words come out so easily Everything in my brain is upside down again Try to fix together a cigarette and Mary Jane (Mary Jane) I can feel the substance running through my veins I feel hot, I'm burning from the inside I'm dreaming like a child who can't decide How to live my life with no listener I'm just a Rhum islander I can't remember what I said The words come out so easily I have seen the f**ing dark in me There's nothing but a black sea Everything in my brain is upside down again Try to fix together a cigarette and Mary Jane (Mary Jane) So much drinks to feel free Help me ! I feel hot, I'm burning from the inside I'm dreaming like a child who can't decide How to live my life with no listener I'm just a Rhum islander