STS9 - Possibilites (Remix) lyrics

[Intro] [Mr. Lif talking]: Yeah, pardon me dawg. I just wrote the end of this piece in the whip. Hoping to get this sh** together [Verse One] [Mr. Lif]: I've been stressed out, pensive with a lot on my mind Funny how my life revolves around writin' a rhyme If the ink's flowin' I smile The writer's block will make me go wild I'm somewhere in between now Semi-sane, tryin' to explain my chronicle in nautical miles Hallucinate land yet I stand to drown Try to touch intangibles, my life story Holograms I chase, my footsteps erase without a trace Saught my history and step back a pace Into the past, have I arrived at understand at last? My opinion changes, ranges over strangers Manifested my quest through brief exchanges Something you can cherish A part of me, got it partially Through artistry, world hard in me Jaded, infiltrated by the unsacred Reminiscing on the waters where I once waited Waited for epiphany but got distracted By interactive Factors as they interacted Corruption, destruction Finance shatter romance Rose up to crush love then Somewhere between holocaust and union, was a lost illusion That was often moving It was rumored through apostles ruins It saw me in limbo and pa**ed the info Regrettably declined cause I'm tryin' to keep it simple Nimble was my mind at an earlier time Dragged down by the elements of precious design As I walk past, I gasp, took a sad look back Another lost opportunity and panic attack [Hook] [STS9]: I wonder why they never try to tell me I wonder why they never try to show me I've been strugglin' I've been strugglin' [Verse Two] [Mr. Lif]: I got the look and the feel of an old soul Standing over a loved one who's cold Body lifeless Tears pour in disbelief How could this be brief? So vibrant Visionary inspirin' Dealt one of may cards issued by God The pendulum swings with uncalculated odds Then it's over Slumped on the floor by the sofa Snatched away just as I was gettin' to know ya We were growin' closer My mom loved you dearly I see clearly As your loss is mourned yearly Dark holidays set aside hollow ways And return the essence of one's core Before we return to our routines once more Caught up in those gears that's grindin' Your lifetime's book has unusual binding So easy to find when Walkin' hallways of oppression Strollin' past emotions in question The unmanaged never leave a soul undamaged It's just tarnished, dressed in garnish Try my best to be honest, while I'm lyin' to myself While I'm cryin' to myself Tears without moisture, infected with composure Leave nothin' to wipe but spite Looks like I'm in for another night where the sun never rises It's much brighter when I close my eyes just Inhale, exhale, make plans Watch time wrinkle young hands Try my best to reach young fans Make my moms and my pops smile I can't be reached so I'm shuttin' off my phone now Maybe you're that void I'm tryin' to fill Lately I've been so unsettled I'm ill I guess there's somethings that no one can ever describe Best left to interpret as a part of our lives So cryptic it dies With the owner of a scroll that will never unfold Written on the palace walls that were lavish with gold And so I wish you with sincerity, eternal peace And I shall rise up to conquer my infernal grief I got the number from that girl you wanted to know She lives up on Lake Street, 1-6-0 [Hook]