Strung Out - Solitaire lyrics

I hurt myself again today, Feeling a little numb I could use the pain. I always find myself in this little bind. It's been a few weeks since you've been around, So here I sit with my hands strapped down Patiently awaiting our secret games we used to play all alone, So here I sit all tied up, All alone with all my thoughts, I do not mind if this goes on. I think about about what I'll say to you When you finally decide to come my way, I'm sitting around all painted like a fool, And I don't know how I got this way, And I don't know how much more I wanna take. But I know you'll shoot me down, and bury me before I get too high. So here I sit all tied up All alone with all my thoughts When will I learn to walk away From the things I do that make me feel the way, I feel when I'm with you? Tonight it's me, myself and I Solitaire All this pain I seem to put myself through, All the ways I find to submit to you Cat o' nine tails getting old And I don't know how I got this way I don't know how much more I wanna take. A million ways to tame myself and a million nights to try So here I sit all tied up All alone with all my thoughts When will I learn to walk away From the things I do that make me feel the way, I feel when I'm with you? Tonight it's me, myself and I When you come around Do the things you do to me I hate this game of solitaire Solitaire Solitaire