Strung Out - Letter Home lyrics

Well I feel stupid writing this Cause it's almost like I'm getting ready For something I'm not ready for I guess I just wanna let you know Wish I could be face to face with you And tell you how I feel I wasn't gonna write this, you see My buddy and I had a deal I just hope and pray that Neither one of us has to deliver As it comes down to it I will always be with you I will always be watching I miss you all Tell my girl that I love her I'll be dreaming of her And I don't wanna fight anymore And I'm still not sure what I'm doing here I'm praying and praying, who are we praying to That might understand And if you get this letter I'm sorry I didn't make it back I will always be with you Always watching And now I know that I'll never die alone No matter where I am Hold on, please don't forget me when I'm gone Cause I forgot why I ever left at all These times take the best of them And leave nothing for the rest of them And I judge myself in every way And I can no longer look at myself in the same way And I don't wanna be a coward But does any of this mean a thing The sacrifice, whose sacrifice I will always be with you I will always be watching And now I know that I'll never die alone No matter where I am Hold on please don't forget me when I'm gone Cause I forgot why I ever left at all Why I ever left at all Why I ever left at all I just had to let you know