Struggle Jennings - Love Is A War lyrics

It's hard to describe all this pain I felt It's hard to love you when I hate myself And even though I'm so wrong, I've been livin' like this so long Kinda like the walls are cavin' in, smoke risin' I'm stuck inside this bed I'm layin' in In a house full of mirrors everyday I face my sins Everyday I pray it ends, it's the same ol' sh** again I don't know where this is goin' Not like me to feel emotion Seeds can't grow if no one sows 'em Tangled in this web I've woven If I show my demons, will you show me yours? I'm dyin' inside but I'm beggin' for more I won all my battles to fall on your sword Love is a war, love is a war I built up a kingdom just to be destroyed I lost all my feelings I'm numb to the core There's few things in life that are worth dyin' for Love is a war, love is a war In my head I hear voices Tellin' me I got choices Pick your poison, pick your poison Been lost at sea, in my own ocean Only find peace inside commotion Out in these streets there's no devotion Broken, hopin' another door will open Her gates are locked, I'm outside like the Trojans Still makin' knocks, her heart is gold Can't pay my toll, all my tokens were stolen Fight 'til the end and love her 'til it's over I don't know where this is goin' Not like me to feel emotion Seeds can't grow if no one sows 'em Tangled in this web I've woven If I show you my demons, will you show me yours? I'm dyin' inside but I'm beggin' for more I won all my battles to fall on your sword Love is a war, love is a war I built up a kingdom just to be destroyed I lost all my feelings I'm numb to the core There's few things in life that are worth dyin' for Love is a war, love is a war In my head I hear voices Tellin' me I got choices Pick your poison, pick your poison The enemy is fallin' in behind I was quiet but not blind Put my heart out on the line' Everything happens in it's time And when the stars align Heaven and hell are intertwined If I show you my demons, will you show me yours? I'm dyin' inside but I'm beggin' for more I won all my battles to fall on your sword Love is a war, love is a war I built up a kingdom just to be destroyed I lost all my feelings I'm numb to the core There's few things in life that are worth dyin' for Love is a war, love is a war