[Intro] After a storm I wanna be brave And keep you warm And not fade away [Verse 1] Yeah, c-call me a sinner Yeah, call me a sinner Yeah, I lose a little faith Then I take a little taste Now I'm feel like a winner Ou, I fiend that good feedback I wanna relapse till I relax You would think that I'm dying But I'm just stuck and I need that I wanna fly a little bit, just a little bit longer I don't wanna come down I'm just lying to myself, should have been a bit stronger Running till I numb out And tomorrow's the day that my cycle will end But today I'll get strung out So I need you to stay for the night, hold me tight Cause my mind is so run down I can't focus on getting better when I'm setting myself up f** it, I'm feeling better when I'm letting myself buzz Feels good baby It's healing my wounds when I'm under the weather Wishing I could settle or feel loved Uh, when you call me out, I get a rush Then you calm me down, but I'm f**ed Can't stop me now And it s**s you gotta leave once you lock me down [Hook] Thought I made it but I'm feeling stupid now Drinking till I'm falling, cause my mind is so polluted now I just wanna be free I just wanna be free, I just wanna be free Please let me breathe I just wanna be me, I just wanna be me Oh, please don't leave [Post-Hook: Sample] After a storm I wanna be brave And keep you warm And not fade away [Verse 2] Enable me baby I'm so unstable, I'm shaking I need a way to be able To reach these rainbows I'm chasing I'm so unfaithful, to my state of mind Only focused, on getting by Living minute to minute Come take a second to get me high I overdose on my downfalls Going overboard till I drown off I'm down on all of my luck Going comatose is all that I count on Only remedy and I'm sticking to it Please don't pity me I'm sick and I think you knew it Yeah I f**ing blew it again Pretending that I could begin To take a swing at getting better When I'm surrounded by you, it's just not fair It's not fair to judge me when I'm by your side I'm not me, can't think straight and nothing's right Nothing's right, no It's not fair to put me in your loving eyes I can't breathe, time stops ticking in my mind Nothing's right, no [Hook] Thought I made it but I'm feeling stupid now Drinking till I'm falling, cause my mind is so polluted now I just wanna be free I just wanna be free, I just wanna be free Please let me breath I just wanna be me, I just wanna be me Oh, please don't leave [Outro] After a storm I wanna be brave And keep you warm And not fade away