Stroke 9 - Rod Beck lyrics

So I woke up this morning with this weird feeling And it was kind of like I was not really myself anymore So I ran to the mirror and it was still me That same cynical, doubtful, unshaven, dirty look Unshaven, dirty Look, I don't know what's wrong with me, I mean I've been trying to figure it out for some time now Talkin' to people about it It's kind of hard to explain I mean it's kind of like a lack of excitement about anything, hm CHORUS Maybe I need to address these issues with someone who is a professional Maybe I need to say that I wish you would leave me alone, this is personal The other night I just think I was pissed when you told me you thought I had lost control Maybe I need to address these issues with someone who is a professional I don't know, maybe it's just a phase or something I'm just going to get through or get over Maybe I'm just jaded for the time being You know, just desensitized from growing up in a time when, you know I was barraged with action movies and video games and Overblown media hype, scandals and exposes And the line between reality and fiction completely blurred, you know? CHORUS Professional, professional, professional, professional It's almost like my eyes are the lenses of a camera And I'm watching everything happen around me I've grown so accustomed to looking at things from afar In this weird kind of detached third person sort of way That I find myself waiting for things to happen to me in my life And then all of a sudden I've come to this incredible understanding That my life is happening as all this is occurring As I'm waiting my life is happening, this is my life And it's a little bit upsetting Go, go CHORUS