String Cheese Incident - Don't Say lyrics

It always seems to linger The pain it doesn't lie Builds down deep inside My soul it doesn't die First, there was some anger Loss of confidence and pride Energy was wasted What given in and taken side So, I'm never gonna do it again But, now it's only me And there's no where else to hide I wonder if she sees me Does she even care to try? Tired of being lonely, tired of being sad I've given I've got You've gotten everything I've had Never gonna do it again Things they change so quickly, what was once is all gone I'm giving up for trying Holding on to what I ain't got now There's loss of conformation, sense of home and family tied Blinking has been broken All is left is cold wind I'm never gonna do it again I needed more time, I know To learn what is mine It all ended way too fast And I was left behind So tired of being lonely So tired of being sad I've given everything I've got You've gotten everything I had I'm never gonna do it again She don't say, don't say, no, she don't know What she don't say, don't say, no, she don't know What she don't say, don't say, no, she don't know What she don't say, don't say, no, she don't know She don't say, don't say, no, she don't know What she don't say, don't say, no, she don't know What she don't say, don't say, no, she don't know What she don't say, don't say, no, she don't know Well its hard to be the only one who holds the torch for all Tried hard to break down walls, fifty feet tall She was tired of being lonely She was tired of being sad She'd given everything she got, they've taken everything she had So, I'm never gonna do it again She don't say, don't say, no, she don't know What she don't say, don't say, no, she don't know What