Once again I said too much. Cannot keep my mouth shut and I let you down for the third time today and I always knew it would end up this way. Never understood the point of reflection, always just a**umed that you need my insertion and my point of view to make your life easier for you. All the things I said and all the things I meant. Get lost in translation and they never come out right and it's never as good as it sounded at first. So please don't let me let you down and i won't make the same mistake I've made a thousand times before and the one I'm making right now so let me take my foot and put it in my mouth. And I won't, I won't let you down. I never thought it would come to this and I never dreamed we'd go this far. You burnt me once again and my soul will wear this scar. Yesterday was just a memory. Tomorrow may never be.