Standing at a crossroad snow still falling down. Misery loves company and a companion could be found. What started as a conquest had ended in defeat. The way we were the things we said and all i won't repeat. New years eve aint all its cracked up to be. I've seen the best and heard the worst and everything in between. 18hrs is such a long, long time and the sting of painful words destroy us inside. Our silence can say so much and our words pack a painful punch. Nothing can take away the memories of that day and i was so sure that we'd fade away. Fade away. adversity makes us stronger, so can we make this last a little longer? Can we put aside the competition that resides in all of us, in all of us? I know it's in me and i've seen it in you, but i set my sights on seeing this one through. I am gonna see it through. I know that we'll never fully agree, but it's worth my time and its worth the risk because this is family.