Stray Z - The shadow within lyrics

Covered up in the blanket of hate Cried so much gave up on faith Sat in the corner and waited for his fate So lemme tell you what really happened on that day Saw the rose bleed as he was treated like dirt Wore the black wreath, everyday got hurt But he held his ground Hunted for love but never found High of all the sorrow all around Hence Noise was the only sound s**ed in the black hole no mercy for him And even all these bright lights seemed so dim Ate from the olive branch, tried to erase these sins But nobody had pitty on that poor orphan skin Used to be insulted Tortured in public Wanted to Question but never ever dared Coz that small soul was just so scared Looked upon the empty blue sky and somberly stared The pain amplifyed but refused to share Drowned in his own tears could no longer bare He had to realize that life ain't a bed of roses nothings fair In the dark gloomy nights he write letters to his dead mother Mama lifes so hard and theres no one to cuddle Everydays a struggle Mama where are you Why can't I see the shadow of your hands above my head Mama tell me what to do in this life full of strangers Im just so depressed I can't wait to join you I dont care if i'll have to see the angel of d**h Surrounded by people but im so alone Watered the tree of hope but it was never grown All these words attack like a drone Coz the hearts were of stone Swirling in the cyclone Hoping that he won't drown The cold blooded soul came and yelled You low lying piece of sh** get outside and beg For money, didn't you hear what i just said Move your sorry a** or else its your neck against my boots My fist and your tooths No mercy in the hearts of that brute Get up didn't you hear me But sir im tired and hungry please first feed me The master takes the gla** bottle and breaks it on the boys head Do i need to repeat myself Get outside or else your dead Tears of blood ran down his skin The fear sinkin in The master started shoutin and kept on abusin His wife found that amusin The whole scene was just so confusin The boy stood up, ran,locked him in his room Over there he saw a broom with nails stickin out of it Revenge on his mind the moon looked down so cruel I shouldn't back down no ones invicible They dont care about the weak and poor but thats a wrong principle Thats just the beginin life gets more misreable Realized the powerfull can only slaughter the smaller the horrer I should torture the haunter they order but I'll disorder Your an imposter A fraudster And I'll taunter and corner You've taken over then i'll reorder to conquer Coz im the causer And I'll sorter my story coz im the author The roarer After this thought The boy took the broom Stepped out of his room Shouted Hey im done with you Started hittin his master on his head The nail got stuck pulled it out started hittin him again Wasn't ready to stop even tho he was dead Finally when the broom broke he walked towards the masters wife Grabed a knife Shoved the knife Slowly in her body so that she could feel the pain She despretely screamed stop please your goin insane Well maybe i am but i like your blood on my hands When they both were asleep He screamed you've turned into this creep He saw a blood thirsty shadow Ran towards the mirror and saw the devil and questioned himself Why am i still holding the knife? You told me things would get better but you friggen lied Maybe this is my time Time to say goodbye Grabed the knife harder closed his eyes And the pain started to lift SUICIDE Chat Conversation End