Strange Vacation - Chasm lyrics

Well, was it your idea To break the mold? To tear my heart out of my soul? And yeah, did you like it? You knew I dug this hole inside myself To bury the weight of all this guilt And for the life of me I couldn't get myself out of this hell So c'mon and throw another stone Just break my bones, I've never been good enough So c'mon, and throw it all away That's everything, this was all I had You were all I had How did it feel to take what I had? Chasm because I'm always chasing What I can't have Now I'm living in my shadows I'll never get what I want Because I'm always chasing What I can't have I've been living in your shadows I'll never get what I want That's right, I said I'm always chasing What I can't have Now I'm living in my shadows But someday I'll get what I want Someday I'll have what I want Chasm