I feel the same old sickness coming back again My stomach acid digesting all that's left inside Even my d**h wants me to suffer That's why it's keeping me alive Let's say a long prayer for our schizophrenic sides God of destruction or goddess of demise Why continue if this is all we get? You should slit your wrists to this This stagnation is taking it's toll We can no longer bear the load I can't remember how it used to go So quick, so much easier than this Now it only bores a hole The only thing constant is change Futile existence. A temporary world Spiraling toxically out of control Obliterating our souls There's a funeral going on A wedding. A birth A moonlight ma** of d**h and flesh Awake from this moving coma everyday to witness the mindf**, baby!