[Verse 1: stonecold] To be honest I've been depressed I ain't been feeling the best And I'm not returning texts f** being social I stay in my lane Stay in my lane f** all you lames To be honest I'm drinking again Liquor pouring from the faucet My ambitions down the well where I tossed it To be honest my soul everywhere except where I search I'm not really down to earth I've been blessed and cursed And it's been that way since birth To be honest I be stressing It's hard to see school as a blessing When it makes me question my life every second And to be honest I feel like sh** So i rolled up a spliff Ugly as sh** but I still took a hit (Gah Damn) Self hate I'm adolescent In school I'm out of lessons (Gah Damn) Give them 15 minutes of fame They want 44 thousand Things ain't been the same I'm just gonna stay in my lane Adjust my seat back Pop radical dads in the stereo [Verse 2: stonecold] Now let me be honest f** all that energy I'm missing more than the hennesy I want a house up in beverly Don't think I'll ever turn seventy These the times I'm bluntly honest I hate seeing me like this So i punched every mirror This the stonecold you should be scared of I'm more a threat to myself than anybody else And to be honest I hate being honest I go from weak to strongest I've been away for the longest I'm just so scared I fear life more than i fear d**h Fear life more than i fear d**h Pray the kids don't follow my steps Do u promise To be honest Was u honest When u promised To be honest [Outro] Plays "Symmetrical Cement Circles" by "Radical Dads"