Stone Sour - Socio lyrics

I remember now, but I still have my doubts I think it's gonna be today Everybody came, but it's just not the same Why did it have to be today? Now my chest is tight - no, I am not all right It doesn't have to be this way Why does it have to be this way? I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY Freedom in a cage - no sun and too much rage I don't know how much i can take Push it down inside,but it knows just where to hide I know that "normal" is hard to fake BLeeding into life - it's like a thousand knives Are slowly turning me into this Why does it have to be like this? I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY [x2] I lost again, today... I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY LIVING WITH A CURSE, SOMETIMES IT'S EVEN WORSE IT SLOWLY KILLS ME EVERYDAY SOMETHING I DESPISE IS GONNA TAKE MY LIFE I GUESS I'LL TRY AGAIN TODAY