Stona - What if you only knew? lyrics

What would you do? When you never had a clue That your family would all die Pain will be all you go through And I never Knew My grandparents faces i don't even remember Cause before i was born, they was taken to they're sacred places And the memory's with them disappeared with out a trace Thank god for my family's pride The pain was so hard to hide My uncle died at 13 from cancer, witch i can't wait till that sh**s snuffed out His Last words to me was "Get the hell Out" Then I lost my mother at 16 Carried her with my little brother in her casket Its when i learned this world can be mean But it gets worse Fate trying to k** me at my source When i lost my Son This life i was like f** IT i'm done! God you Won! Sitting there drunk like a skunk Listening to Slipnot Snuff I had enough But I keep going.. cause he was a twin + i had my dad and brother.. but its still not the end When I lost my best friend It hurt me like no other I miss my little brother Then 1 year after his d**h I started this conquest to make this company Now its my only course But everyone thinks I'm trying to be funny NO DUMMY Sorry I lost all my remorse Cause 2 years after my littler brother died I lost another I lost my father Now I'm alone Living my life on my own No one giving a sh** where i go, always alone. where do I go? Do you know? So i ask you again. what would you do, If you never had a clue?