Stiz Grimey - Sick And Tired lyrics

{Intro} You hear that.. Right there.. {Verse 1} Stiz Grimey This sh**s a mess I can't decide whether I'm pissed or depressed They're tryna lock me up for good cuz I resisted arrest Wish em the best, is what I'm told Saying Leave it to God Struggling to find my peace of mind Or even a job Decency's hard, when I was taught how to scheme and to rob They said stop the drug problem, couldn't see it evolve People told me Lean on them, I was leaning to hard Sleeping in abandoned whips But the weathers freezing my car I'm stuck with a f**ing habit I can barely afford Ducking my PO's on the daily, they're gonna nail me for sure I can't count on my family cuz they failed me before I'm tryna get out this f**ing hole, its like I'm nailed to the floor Yet and still, I keep my head up, repping The Bean Lessons I need won't ever reach me til I've accepted their means Until then, I'm at the spot chilling, setting the schemes Ill never make it out these streets, except in my dreams I'm still {Hook x2} Sick and tired of being sick and tired Sitting quiet with my hands in my lap Waiting to snap, facing a sack Just praying that I make it in rap Ive made mistakes and ain't no taking em back {Verse 2} Alias The skeletons in my closet got skeletons in their closet Attic full of demons, means my brain is haunted Hearing voices talking when I'm alone walking Is it just my thoughts, suicidal subconscious Organize my confusion like Pharoahe Monch did I'm often, acting like a monster, I'm off this I am, sick and tired of being sniffed and wired That come down is so much longer than the high is Jack hammer headache, knifes stabbing at my eyelids The shape that I'm in, tryna hide it from my kids Daddy whats wrong? Don't worry daddy just tired I dug the hole I climbed in, the hell that I'm residing Never be silent, even when its quiet Depression became my best friend, now we riding In the ruff so much, hard to believe there's a diamond This ain't no cry for help cuz motherf**er I ain't crying I'm still {Hook x2} {Bridge} Stiz Grimey Hope there's an angel watching over me Cuz Lord, I don't wanna die tonight Its exactly how its supposed to be Close your eyes don't try to fight Hope there's an angel watching over me Cuz Lord, I don't wanna die tonight Its exactly how its supposed to be Close your eyes don't try to fight Im sick of all the torment, sick of all the pain Sick of all the anger, sick off all the shame The demons of my past got me living in a cage Its like Im heading to a grave, and its never gonna change Im sick of all the torment, sick of all the pain Sick of all the anger, sick off all the shame The demons of my past got me living in a cage Its like Im heading to a grave, and its never gonna change {Hook x2}