Stina Nordenstam - Now That You're Leaving lyrics

I'm turning out the light Now that you're leaving To see things black and white Now that you're leaving To k** you in the dark To give my last remark I'll stay up tonight Now that you're leaving I'm running backwards on a train All is coming back to me again A crowd of people in my way And everyone has got your face Between what I was And what I will be I'm held back by your ghost And what I couldn't be