Still Life Decay - Rapeleach lyrics

Forward resistance False lethargic Expectant reward for nothing labored s** like leach pulled from me Hold back boundries now construct Arms length to protect Stealing fruits of inner toil I will fold Never stepping stones to reach The joke unable to comprehend The words i speak fluently Trapped in plastic Mindset material gain will slap you again Sleep on with head numb Come undone Awaken only within trauma So keep looking on in shallow senses Hindsight all the wasted moments Unable to touch The sad vacancy never present to be aware Chances lost now contemplate Stratagies to regain meaning Many seperate ways Many seperate paths Go full on or complain Point out fault Contemplate Recognise these things that trouble me Cut... Cut them from life Displeasing taste to dramatise Until believing am i being fair to myself To hate... No respect for mirrored fault Mirrored plea To hate... No respect for mirrored fault Reflection plea To hate everyone else Point out fault Contemplate Recognise these things that trouble me Cut them from life Displeasing taste to dramatise Until believing am i being fair to myself To everyone else No respect for mirrored fault No respect... Something's wrong To hate... Go full on or complain Point out fault Contemplate Recognise these things that trouble me Cut them from life Displeasing taste to dramatise Until believing am i being fair to myself To hate...