Steven Nettleton - Otana lyrics

I wanna talk to my dad Dad I forgive you For anything you did Even if you meant to Through all this bullsh** I still miss you And Ima see you soon Ima plan it like Neptune Years go fast like sonic And days just ain't promised And I just do my best To make the sh** more melodic Product of old fashion Feelings have no status But I just say f** it When I get into rapping Momma got to it Even when we acted stupid And now her only daughter is A full grown women I try to take in the moment Every word that I wrote Was a poem to let em know That i love em its in the flow And Im reaping just what I sow Living just what I wrote My mom was the only one To sit and watch me grow And I love her with all my soul I say it everyday Even though my dads gone I still got Jake And thats enough for now Living up or down f** it doesnt matter sh** we'll figure out I dont care if he thinks "I love you" is a foul Cause Ill say it to him too sh**, its dude and dude I dont know what I do without him Theres no clue Im really just glad my whole fam Been glued And 99% of the time My sister angry But that's all in the past, sh** You're 18