Steven DeBlat - Occurrences lyrics

[Verse 1] They tied that noose so f**ing tight After I gave up my fight I couldn't win with all my might My god above had taken flight We all die alone No sticks and stones, I been rolling stoned Since 2004, I always need more Of what i adore I indulge some more d**h rings at my door His calls go ignored That clock strikes 4:00 Then they drop out my floor The rope goes snap I wait for the crack Of my neck, but it doesn't come I plunge into the river with the sickest thud Now it's my time to run [Verse 2] Below the surface bullets fly I should've died up on that line In my mind I feel just fine The heavenly call is so divine As I swim I flail and try To escape what I left behind Tread and tread, and in due time I roll out the river on my backside Through the forest I rush To the ones i love Their close to my clutch Fueled by thoughts I crush Free from those who gave me chase I feel safe in god's embrace It's never too late to find your escape And pa** on weight of past mistakes [Outro] As my family waves from afar In my heart it feels bizarre As I get close they seem far I soon realize I'm still at the start I choke on the line with the noose on my neck As I grasp for my final breath There's a smile on my face that won't repent Cause my whole life I won't forget